Wednesday, January 25, 2012

A Fantastic Burst of A Blog

It has been awhile since I have done a Happies post. In fact, it has been to long because life has been a good little whirl of lots of work and school and artwork. Happiness is actually very abundant with myself and I do not know why. Well, here is something adding to the little bubble bursts of goodness.

If you all remember this fantastic fellow,

then you will be THRILLED when you see this trailer.  When I saw it I was so happy! Wes Andersen is such a clever unique director, I love him so much!
Moonrise Kingdom: about two child sweethearts run away together and high jinx in-sue. Yay! High jinx, I love high jinx!  


Doesn't it look so cute and awesome! I is so excited! It is coming out in March or May, one of the 'M' months. I want to come out sooner.  

All my expectant enthusiasm, The Bursty Blogger. 

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

A Charlie and a Dianna


So, you know that little show that has a lot of singing and high schoolers and a hot glee club teacher? It has a all time favorite gay guy and cute nerd in wheel chair? Well, if those descriptions don't ring in any bells I will tell you. 
I am talking about Glee. 
Yes, yes. After you stop squealing and jumping at the mention of... glee.
I found this fun little website called You, Me, & Charlie. What that has to do with glee is that the loverly Dianna Argon started it. I found it and I love it! It has all these different articles that tell of cool this and that. One of the articles I found was about READING!!!!!! 
About girls who read. And it was creepy because it was like reading an article about myself. But I realized that because this article exists there are others out there like me! Woo Hoo! 
Enjoy this wonderful article, and boys, do pay attention.

"Date a girl who reads. Date a girl who spends her money on books instead of clothes. She has problems with closet space because she has too many books. Date a girl who has a list of books she wants to read, who has had a library card since she was twelve.
Find a girl who reads. You’ll know that she does because she will always have an unread book in her bag.She’s the one lovingly looking over the shelves in the bookstore, the one who quietly cries out when she finds the book she wants. You see the weird chick sniffing the pages of an old book in a second hand book shop? That’s the reader. They can never resist smelling the pages, especially when they are yellow.
She’s the girl reading while waiting in that coffee shop down the street. If you take a peek at her mug, the non-dairy creamer is floating on top because she’s kind of engrossed already. Lost in a world of the author’s making. Sit down. She might give you a glare, as most girls who read do not like to be interrupted. Ask her if she likes the book.
Buy her another cup of coffee.
Let her know what you really think of Murakami. See if she got through the first chapter of Fellowship. Understand that if she says she understood James Joyce’s Ulysses she’s just saying that to sound intelligent. Ask her if she loves Alice or she would like to be Alice.
It’s easy to date a girl who reads. Give her books for her birthday, for Christmas and for anniversaries. Give her the gift of words, in poetry, in song. Give her Neruda, Pound, Sexton, Cummings. Let her know that you understand that words are love. Understand that she knows the difference between books and reality but by god, she’s going to try to make her life a little like her favorite book. It will never be your fault if she does.
She has to give it a shot somehow.
Why be frightened of everything that you are not? Girls who read understand that people, like characters, develop. Except in the Twilightseries.
If you find a girl who reads, keep her close. When you find her up at 2 AM clutching a book to her chest and weeping, make her a cup of tea and hold her. You may lose her for a couple of hours but she will always come back to you. She’ll talk as if the characters in the book are real, because for a while, they always are.
You will propose on a hot air balloon. Or during a rock concert. Or very casually next time she’s sick. Over Skype.
You will smile so hard you will wonder why your heart hasn’t burst and bled out all over your chest yet. You will write the story of your lives, have kids with strange names and even stranger tastes. She will introduce your children to the Cat in the Hat and Aslan, maybe in the same day. You will walk the winters of your old age together and she will recite Keats under her breath while you shake the snow off your boots.
Date a girl who reads because you deserve it. You deserve a girl who can give you the most colorful life imaginable. If you can only give her monotony, and stale hours and half-baked proposals, then you’re better off alone. If you want the world and the worlds beyond it, date a girl who reads.
Or better yet, date a girl who writes."
by Rosemarie Urquico

All my book-ish enthusiasm, The Bursty Blogger 

Monday, January 16, 2012

Where Can You Be Found?

There is nothing like emptiness. It feels as though right beneath your lungs there is a round hole. In that hole there are only echos of other peoples characteristics that you wish you had, retaining them in that hole doesn't work for you. There is still that emptiness filled with emotional slush. 
These are my feelings, but you know what? 
I am ok. 
Fine. 
Content. 
Able.

Ok.

I have felt this empty place before. This time it was a place I had hide my insecurities. I go through seasons of insecurities and then contentedness. This season I realized something, the reason for my ok-ness.
I am tired of being unhappy with myself. When the emptiness of jealousy and envy of the goodness I see in others comes upon me, I feel as though I am among the damned. It is hard to be around those blessed ones even if they are my dearest friends. 
God is not ok with that. He told me so. This is simply giving me a reason to nurse my obsession with myself. 

Fact:
I like myself a lot. 
I always have.

But to let that go wild is dangerous. So God gave me a way out. Give more and more of my precious self away at every opertunity. How do I do that?
Love everyone I can. And that includes God, himself. 
Learning will be involved in this. To give and pursue my friends and creator will be hard, but I think it will be fulfilling. and it will be a substance for my hole. 

One of the deep secrets of life is that all that is really worth the doing is what we do for others." - Lewis Carroll


And that's why I am ok. I am content in this. 

All my challenged enthusiasm, the Bursty Blogger.

Tuesday, January 03, 2012

A Mind For Flying

Do Not forget to celebrate! This is the new year!


!!!HAHA!!!
My previous post i realized had a tame sort of voice to it. I should be jumping!!
(I did by the way)
So I am telling you, all of you, to CELEBRATE!!


  Be happy! plan to fly away on the moon and dance to Frank Sinatra!
How about a good skate on an ice rink with your sweet heart? Or a trip up the coast on a train? 
There are endless possibilities for adventure in front of us!
2012! Wow!



I am excited!

Here, have all of me. I am feeling generous tonight. 
-The Bursty Blogger

Dawn of 2012

"May your coming year be filled with music and dreams and good madness. I hope you read some fine books and kiss someone who thinks you're wonderful, and don't forget to make some art - write or draw or build or sing or lives as only you can. And I hope, somewhere in the next year, you surprise yourself." 
-Niel Gaiman


This coming year is an year of looming change, greater change then I have ever experienced before. I know that many educated and soulful people have said never look backwards in life, but I think it is hard to remember what you learned and who you met if you don't look backwards every now and then. 
Some of my favorite photos from 2011:

My sister and i pulling a U2 pose on top of a mountain in Seattle, Washington.


Me in Seattle again finding wonderful wonderfulness in Elliot Bay  book company. 



My great friend Tiffany got married.



On the 2011 house boat trip with my youth group.


I visited Portland, Oregon for the first time to spend time with my awesome Uncle! Love that guy!



Mariel and I painted a mural for her birthday.


I rejected the 'Bieber Fever' Yuck.


Visiting University of Texas in Austen with my family.


My stellar circus performance!


Huge wind storm got Pasadena declared a disaster zone.


My friend Jessie and I at our youth group Fall Retreat. Snow!

There was hail in Los Angelas! It looked like snow!


I was turned into a zombie for a Halloween dance performance which went very well i might add.



One last dance of the year for my amazing dance team! We gave love to LA through our superior dance moves!

I think that it was a good year all and all but I am quite happy that it is over. I feel ready for a new twelve months of adventures!

The wilderness has yet to be explored!! Cah CAH! cah Cah! RAAR!!

All my expectant enthusiasm, The Bursty Blogger!

P.S. I have lots of hopes for this blog as well :) and hopefully we won't die.